My days were difficult but I pushed through
because at the end of it all I would be laying next to you.
The world would disappear and you were all there was.
I could breath, I could sleep and soak in peace
just by feeling your strength.
Now I push through... with no safe night
in sight.
I return to my pillow and bury my face.
I try to ignore my heart that keeps reaching into an empty space.
The days are difficult but I push through.
At the end of it all there is no you.
I am scared and there is no air to breath. I just need it to be through..
